Posted in the Diary of a Camgirl thread about the fight with my bf today. It's been ongoing all day; apparently I don't have a "real job" which means I have to do everything around our house. When my bf was leaving for work he asked our dog if he wanted to go to the park, and then said "go ask mommy", so our dog was SUPER HYPER and demanding a walk to the park, and my bf laughed and left for work. So I had to deal with a dog whiiiiiiiining instead of being able to go on cam.
After cleaning up my bf's mess around our place, doing some laundry, and dealing with the dog, I got some stuff ready for cam, fixed my makeup, and went on mfc, to see my bitter rival and ex-boss was online, with a high camscore and new boobs. I checked my score, and it went DOWN 1300 from yesterday, even though yesterday was a really good day for me. And I'm jealous about the new boobs.
Then I get messages from one of my guys saying he's confused about my contests, and what does he have to do to make sure he wins (um, it's a highest tip contest, so duh, tip the most... idiot...). Then I get messages from another guy going on about "the things he'd do to me if we were together"... not going to happen buddy...
I'm just in a really, really bad mood right now, but I should be going on cam. I feel like if I go on though, I'll be a huuuuge bitch. Anyone else have problems going online if you're in a bad mood? Or is that like the best time ever to go on, because you don't put up with shit? I've been reading 33 strategies of war (and taking notes... lol...) and you're supposed to have a clearly defined enemy to motivate yourself, but I just feel like crap that she's doing better!!!
*wallows in self-pity*



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Just in this particular situation, he's not acting fair at all. And here's what my mom told me... She told me when she was a young inexperienced bride and my dad was acting similar to your bf, she should have thrown a plate in his head the first day, not give him a hundred chances thinking he'll notice and change (of course he didn't). I'm not suggesting domestic violence, just saying it's much better to clear these things now, then let it fester inside you for a long time and get worse.
wet t-shirt show for the win!! 

Makes me want to switch to MFC!!

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