Im kind of at a cross road. I want to be deemed a "hdh" however i dont have a degree or know a foreign language which seems to be a prerequisite. I also dont know if i have the social know how just yet.
i would like to polish however its also hard to justify spending time in school when you can make so much money focusing on working as a midescort.
ive also read the thread here about how the high end escorting life isnt all its cracked up to be (having to wait a long time for an appointment to show up).
Its also hard for me to settle down. I mean i enjoy traveling as much as the next person... however i am so afraid of being found out in my city i travel to anther state to work. I have friends in the adult industry from dancing and it would surprise me if they found me on eros in my city if i tried to advertise here. i wouldnt mind dancing once i get out so id like to keep that option open in my city.
Its also seems like better money in other states because the girls here charge so low its saddening. If i ever want to go to school, take a class or whatever it makes things harder having to travel. I know i could move and all, im just tired of having to move and my family is here.
and on the other hand maybe frick i should just work and make money and not worry about school for now. The main reason why i would go is well.. to be able to charge more.
maybe i should just really work on creating non identifying photos and try a few weeks here. My smile is very identifiable and so is some of the clothing i wore in my pictures (not the same, just the same style). i cant really get any new pics right now so itll have to work.
Im not complaining, just ranting.



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