Hi! I really have no one to talk to so I thought I would type my story here in hopes of getting some advice, sympathy or just a shoulder to lean on and cry a little.
My plight started in 2008 when the economy went sour. Before that I was in my 3rd year of teaching 4th grade at a wonderful school. At the end of the year I was handed a pink slip and just like that I was out of a job. My husband was a contractor and his business all but dried up. We became stuck with a mortgage we could not afford, car payments we could not pay and debt we could not handle. We had a little savings but nothing of any substance.
Luckily my husband found a decent job working as a contractor for the government and I started substitute teaching. We were not living a grand life but we were getting by. In November of 2010 Hunter, my husband, was sent to Kuwait as part of his job. This assignment is for 8 months. The first month was the longest month of my life and I grew extremely lonely and found comfort in my next door neighbor Dave. He is also my husbands best friend.
Dave is a wonderful man. He has been very helpful with various things around the house and he is an easy person to talk to. Not to mention he is very good looking! He is married to a very angry woman. Angry because of her inability to have children. I'm sure the fact that she works as a hospice nurse also contributes to her unhappiness issues. They have spent a great deal of money trying to have a child and are having a lot of money trouble.
One thing led to another and Dave and I started having an affair. I'm not proud of it. Here my husband is in a foreign land putting his life on the line and I am sleeping with his best friend, but I could not help myself. I fell in love with Dave and because of that love I made it my job to help him with his money trouble, so I started exotic dancing. On top of the dancing, I perform extras for some of my regulars and I give most of the money I earn to Dave. I do keep a little for myself.
Saturday, Dave's wife found some messages from me on his phone and figured out we were having an affair. She physically attacked him with a golf club and then tried to attack me. She did a bunch of damage to my car and broke my mail box. Thankfully the police was called and she was arrested, but now she is saying she will tell Hunter about our affair and that I am a stripper.
My life is in ruins. Not only am I going to lose my husband, but I have not heard from Dave since Monday. I can't stop crying and I am drinking heavily. I have no one I can talk to about this because my family would disown me. They are Christians and would never understand. I have really messed my entire life up and have no idea what I should do.
Bonnie Gene (to explain my name: Bonnie is my mothers first name and Gene is my fathers first name)


Reply With Quote




Bookmarks