Ahh , Its so scary , i was suppose to start today but my shoes didnt get here.
Its probably just some sort of mental excuse but wow, im terrified.
Im going to go next weekend , when i have my own clothes and stuff, and am really excited , but nervous.
Im going to drop my husband off with a friend at another club down the street while i work.
Im so scared the girls wont like me , i wont make money , and ill get scared for life by something awful.
Not to mention scared ill get harmed.
Venting...
Idk what to do.. 1 second im so excited i cant sleep , the next im so scared i think ill puke.



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