For the past year or so I have been feeling blah even when I make a lot of money. When my other cam girl friends ask me how much I made that day or pay period they are always so excited for me which makes me feel bad because I really get no happiness from it. When I first started camming (4 years ago) I was soooo pumped to even make 200 dollars. But now I can make 400-500 and just be like ehh whatever. I almost feel guilty because I know there are so many girls that would kill to make that much and I don't even feel happy. I remember wishing I could make something like 500 a day and now that I'm here I really don't care. Now I say I will be happy when I can make 1000 a day consistently which is pretty much impossible for pay per min camming and then even if I did find a way to reach that I'm sure I would be like ehh well if I was making 1,500 I would be happy.
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. When I first started camming (4 years ago) I was soooo pumped to even make 200 dollars. But now I can make 400-500 and just be like ehh whatever. I almost feel guilty because I know there are so many girls that would kill to make that much and I don't even feel happy. I remember wishing I could make something like 500 a day and now that I'm here I really don't care. Now I say I will be happy when I can make 1000 a day consistently which is pretty much impossible for pay per min camming and then even if I did find a way to reach that I'm sure I would be like ehh well if I was making 1,500 I would be happy.
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but there is help, and maybe just talking to a group about it. there are books about it too.
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