Last night was my fifth night at my new club, and I sold my first VIP. In this club, there are two options: lap dances for $30 or VIP room $600/hr, $350 for a half hour, and $200 for 15 minutes. The only real selling point of the VIP room is that it's "full contact", meaning the custy can grab tits and ass. Mentioning the full contact seems to be the only reliable way to get them in the VIP.
Well, I sold a 15 minute VIP to a guy who just wanted to treat me like a whore. In general I don't like to be touched, but last night was slow as shit and I needed the money, but this was fucking ridiculous. The custy was grabbing me roughly and grinding me against his crotch the entire time--he even ordered me to turn around at one point. I got him to ease up a little by saying not so rough, but I was definitely not in control of the situation.
I know I should have just told him to stop or ended the VIP, but I was actually scared of this guy. Luckily, he only ended up staying in VIP with me for a couple of songs, and then said thanks and walked out. I felt really taken advantage of, and it screwed me up mentally for the rest of the night.
I guess I already know what I should have done, but I lacked the courage to do it. I really feel shitty about this, like if this is the only way to make decent money it's not worth doing, but fuck, I really need the money. And I can't tell my boyfriend about it because he would probably feel even worse than I do. Anyways, I needed to get that out, thanks for listening.



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