Ok, let me start with this.... thanks for reading my post I encourage ALL to reply with whatever you like to help me...my skin is thick as a boar so you can't hurt my feelings!!
This is going to have to me my mini support group for now!
**I KNOW THIS IS LONG BUT PLEASE HEAR ME OUT AND PLEASE RESPOND!!**
First of all, I have an interview May 2nd at a local club that I want to start stripping at. Since setting up my interview I have been being completely LAZY!! I am 5'8" and approx. 143lbs. That may not be so bad for a NORMAL girl, but as a dancer (or soon to be dancer I should say) my larger thighs and the bit of extra weight that I have on my mid section are not going to cut it!
I have read hundreds of posts that say "a little extra weight is not so bad...blah, blah blah!!" I have literally NO ENERGY and I just can't seem to get myself motivated!! Not only that, I haven't even been making a real effort to eat healthy! I really am just a dumbass!! Just today I have already polluted myself with 2 mini cinnamon rolls for breakfast and have been snacking on mac 'n cheese and mini Twix candy bars throughout the day!! People see me (with my clothes on obviously) and say "OH you look fine!" "You don't need to lost a pound" and my all time most hated at this point "I wish I looked like you!"... Screw that, I'm going to be almost totally nude in front of all these people and I want to look my best for my own confidence, I don't care if other people think I look ok or whatever, they're not taking their clothes off for cash!! I WILL BE!!
The extra weight that I have on me right now is really killing my energy and who wants a dance from a girl who's going to be totally worn out after just 1 song!? I need some tough love!! I'm hoping that I can get some of that here. When it comes to stuff like losing weight, negativity sort of throws me in motion.. I'm one of those girls that needs a drill sergeant to scream how fat and pudgy I am to get my fat ass moving!!
Please let me know of some good exercises to do (and maybe how to do them if it's not self explanatory), stretches, call me what you want, talk about how fine you are, whatever!! I know some of it sounds stupid but I really need a different kind of motivation right now! All this sunshine and daisies responses that I get from family, friends, etc just isn't getting me going!!
Thanks for reading..my time's running out and I WILL NOT RESCHEDULE MY AUDITION BECAUSE I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO GET MY ASS IN SHAPE! That's not an excuse because I've had nothing but time and as usual... Ms. Procrastination has once again screwed herself over by not getting off her lazy ass!!
Thanks to everyone who responds...I really NEED it!!![]()



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