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    So I made the most money I've ever made tonight....I should be excited right, especially because the bulk of my money was made in my sweatpants, on a fetish call.....
    I had a custie who had a random mesh of fetishes all involving domination - financial, forced intoxication, small dick humiliation, etc etc....I had to google a lot of this stuff because I was just learning on the fly....
    As a result of all of that, I made some good money, including several gift cards....but I just felt.....

    I dunno....It's sooo hard to explain and I've tried explaining to the few people that know I webcam and they're just like "oh but it's more money so just go with it!"

    So I'm hoping someone on here can understand how I'm feeling. I don't feel bad for taking his money - he's an adult and obviously derives pleasure from it. But, I just feel like I'm entering some crazy, confusing, surreal world that I didn't even know existed two months ago....

    I honestly feel like I'm being pulled down a rabbit hole and everything is upside down.
    It's hard for me to have a normal conversation anymore...Anytime I see or hear something weird my first thought is: "Someone would pay money for that"

    Maybe I just took the call way to far and should have ended it earlier before I got burnt out....I just really feel like I'm in a completely new universe and it's hard because no one around me understands....

    Not really sure what this post is about ~ I just really really needed to get that out...
    Thanks for reading my rambling....

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    Don't worry soon you will become Jaded and none of this will bug you or even matter to you anymore. Being jaded is a good thing.

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    You get used to the 'down the rabbit hole' feeling... after while you start to get a buzz from it. (Or at least I do.)

    Well done with the fetish call... too many girls I've known would just turn round and say 'no way'. :o

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    I know exactly how you feel. It's pretty natural to feel strange or anxious about something when you first start, especially since the adult industry is so backwards from what normal people are used to. I think it will just take a while for you get used to it. Sooner or later it won't bother you anymore, it will just feel like a regular job and part of everyday life. Give it a few months

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    Best rabbit hole ever.

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    ^^^^ hahaha That had me seriously LOLing....


    Yea, maybe I should just embrace it....Get an Alice in Wonderland costume and dive right in

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    Quote Originally Posted by KamiOnline View Post
    So I made the most money I've ever made tonight....I should be excited right, especially because the bulk of my money was made in my sweatpants, on a fetish call.....
    I had a custie who had a random mesh of fetishes all involving domination - financial, forced intoxication, small dick humiliation, etc etc....I had to google a lot of this stuff because I was just learning on the fly....
    As a result of all of that, I made some good money, including several gift cards....but I just felt.....

    I dunno....It's sooo hard to explain and I've tried explaining to the few people that know I webcam and they're just like "oh but it's more money so just go with it!"

    So I'm hoping someone on here can understand how I'm feeling. I don't feel bad for taking his money - he's an adult and obviously derives pleasure from it. But, I just feel like I'm entering some crazy, confusing, surreal world that I didn't even know existed two months ago....

    I honestly feel like I'm being pulled down a rabbit hole and everything is upside down.
    It's hard for me to have a normal conversation anymore...Anytime I see or hear something weird my first thought is: "Someone would pay money for that"

    Maybe I just took the call way to far and should have ended it earlier before I got burnt out....I just really feel like I'm in a completely new universe and it's hard because no one around me understands....

    Not really sure what this post is about ~ I just really really needed to get that out...
    Thanks for reading my rambling....
    I started camming 3 months ago and feel exactly the same!! The camming is becoming easier, and it certainly helps to read/ watch porn, and learn about different fetishes. Phone is a different ball game which i am still playing around with. It's much harder to read between the lines on calls than it is on cam. I'd suggest having some nice music on when taking calls, and don't give yourself over completely to the fantasy - keep one foot in your messy living room with corrie on the TV, so you are still connected to the world you've always known. The tips and advice on this site and ambercutie's forum are spot on and will have you feeling great and working great in no time!

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    Thanks for everyone's support. I have been doing a lot of research on the whole domination thing and am going to ride out my Financial Dom status right now for all it's worth....just wondering if anyone has the time to answer some questions via PM or yahoo messenger or something about financial domination. I just have a few questions on maintaining security, etc...Thanks!

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    welcome to the adult industry, give it 6 months to a year and you'll be completely desensitized. if its starting to affect you mentally, remember to always separate your job from your personal life. student by day, whore by night. i lead a double life instead of trying to merge the two. i know what you mean by its two different worlds and sometimes still i see somethings that i'm not sure how to react to because i'm unaware of the social norms in a particular situation. It's funny though, i'm a very liberal person but am seeing myself turn very conservative on how i conduct myself in public. I used to be wild wild wild and now i even get offended by seeing vulgar/oversexual things. I think every girl experiences wat ur going through when entering the adult industry and its like a test, those who can endure it, will make it. =) sex industry is all about objectification, you just gotta remember who the ef you are and you're not what everyone in this industry looks at you as. good luck you'll be fine.

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    Hello Miss,
    Please dont feel bad about taking us losers' money. I absolutely love having my money taken! Sorry if im speaking out of place, i just found this site while looking at financial domination

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    Quote Originally Posted by KamiOnline View Post
    So I made the most money I've ever made tonight....I should be excited right, especially because the bulk of my money was made in my sweatpants, on a fetish call.....
    I had a custie who had a random mesh of fetishes all involving domination - financial, forced intoxication, small dick humiliation, etc etc....I had to google a lot of this stuff because I was just learning on the fly....
    As a result of all of that, I made some good money, including several gift cards....but I just felt.....

    I dunno....It's sooo hard to explain and I've tried explaining to the few people that know I webcam and they're just like "oh but it's more money so just go with it!"

    So I'm hoping someone on here can understand how I'm feeling. I don't feel bad for taking his money - he's an adult and obviously derives pleasure from it. But, I just feel like I'm entering some crazy, confusing, surreal world that I didn't even know existed two months ago....

    I honestly feel like I'm being pulled down a rabbit hole and everything is upside down.
    It's hard for me to have a normal conversation anymore...Anytime I see or hear something weird my first thought is: "Someone would pay money for that"

    Maybe I just took the call way to far and should have ended it earlier before I got burnt out....I just really feel like I'm in a completely new universe and it's hard because no one around me understands....

    Not really sure what this post is about ~ I just really really needed to get that out...
    Thanks for reading my rambling....
    ^^

    Yeah she knows !

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    Quote Originally Posted by Cashslaveau View Post
    Hello Miss,
    Please dont feel bad about taking us losers' money. I absolutely love having my money taken! Sorry if im speaking out of place, i just found this site while looking at financial domination
    Hmmmm.....

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    Sorry Miss, the vibe i got was She still felt a little guilty. But that is good then

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    Quote Originally Posted by Cashslaveau View Post
    Hello Miss,
    Please dont feel bad about taking us losers' money. I absolutely love having my money taken! Sorry if im speaking out of place, i just found this site while looking at financial domination
    you are climbing into a hornet's nest, if you really want your wallet raped then i think that all of us here would be more than happy to take your money

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    ^^Heck yeah!!

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    I had considered that Miss, trust me

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    You know what? PM, Me. I'll have you drained like a bathtub...

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    Don't beg for this losers money girls! He loves it ! If he wants to Give you it , HE will PM you , and only then start discussing it with him :-)

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    ^^^ oh damn you are so right!

    I forgot that people come on here hoping we will help with their fantasies without paying....


    #YouKnowYourACamGirlWhen ....

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    Hahahaha...Just to be clear...I don't feel BAD about taking his hard earned cash to make sure I live a comfortable lifestyle...All I was saying is that I had performed several different types of domination in one night, all of which were new and at first it was overwhelming....

    And let's kick these dudes outta here....This place is for the girlies only, not paypiggies!! :-P

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    Quote Originally Posted by ukmissy View Post
    Don't beg for this losers money girls! He loves it ! If he wants to Give you it , HE will PM you , and only then start discussing it with him :-)
    Exactly. LMFAO!

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    Research, experiment. Dip your toesss in the water! Discover what fetishes you find exciting and try to get really good at them. If there are others that make you feel really uncomfortable just avoid them, it's okay if you can't get into everything! I personally love and am pretty damn good at a lot of those shows. You just have to let go and not take things too seriously. If you worry too much about "doing it right" or feel like you sound dumb or that you are talking about something weird... It will make it last forever and you'll feel awkward. Just have a drink lol and relax and find what works for you there is a lot of $ to be made here.

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