
Originally Posted by
LexyNYC
I work in black clubs. To me, black clubs are like a different world compared to white clubs. The only way you'll get hired at the clubs I work at is if you're REALLY curvy. Once on a big party night at my old club, there was a new girl (who came just for that event), she had a beautiful face but she was skinny and she looked unusually skinny being on stage with the big bootied girls, anywho, long story short, on stage she made like $10 while the other two big bootied not particularly beautiful girls made like $300. Needless to say, she never came back.
I am curvy and I find that guys on the street are perverted with me. I feel like people will treat you a certain way no matter what based on your look and my look is typical video girl so no matter what I do, I get treated like one when I'm in public. I hate it. I've become such a cold, sarcastic, conceited person because of it. I've looked this way since I was like 8 (wayyyy early bloomer) and I remember when I was growing up I'd have guys always trying to talk to me and I remember always replying back "I'm only 11" or "I'm only 12" and then when I turned like 15 that didn't work anymore and guys would be like "oh well I'm only 21". That was like a turning point in my life lol. I started staying inside, only had male friends if they were gay, started disliking everybody, etc. And when I was working regular retail jobs, I would get hit on all friggin shift and I hated that too. One guy even tried to touch my boob at this shoe store I was working at. I quit. Started working this other job where I had to wear high waisted khakis, and a big polo. I figured I'd be safe there cause I was dressed like a grandma, I was selling friggin computers, and the store was in a very nice, ritzy, neighborhood. After my manager kept calling me sexy and the security guards all called me their "eye candy" I was like fuck this. I quit, and started dancing like 2 months later. I get similar treatment now at work but I perceive it differently since they aren't being pervs, they're just being customers and with me walking around in a bikini it makes sense that men will act that way (it doesn't make sense to me for men to act that way when I'm wearing khakis and a giant polo). Not to mention, now at least I'm getting enough money for me to not mind being sexually harassed every night. So moral of that story, had I not been born curvy, I probably would have never started dancing and I would have a way different personality.
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