I recently told my bf about me wanting to cam. At first he was ok, but then he started spiraling a couple days later. He said that if I had 'a glimmer of success' I was going to move out and leave him.
He's exactly right. I made terrible life decisions in the past that I take full responsibility for, and I'm ready to move on and make some money. He's in his mid-thirties- I'm 22. I can't believe I'm in this mess, and that I was too blind to see where this was going years ago when I was the insecure one. He wants me to 'help him out around the house'. This whole thing reeks of him taking my money, and I just...cannot deal with this. I recently came out of a terrible and long depression and just realized what I want to do with my life, and he's had ample time.
I'm being nice to him and I'm massaging his ego, but once he leaves for work the next morning, I will be camming and putting aside money he doesn't know about. When I get enough saved, I'm out of here. At first I felt bad for feeling this way, but reading encouraging posts here have convinced me I don't need to sacrifice my pockets or happiness for a man. This whole thing is just shit.



Reply With Quote

Bookmarks