Oy... the conundrums of life..
So, after getting out of a horribly shitty relationship with my ex, I moved back to my home state after pretty much touring the country the last 10 years.
I've worked ALL OVER, most of the clubs being high end.
My home state is pretty much on the other end of the spectrum, the majority being dive clubs with crap customers.
That being said....... working at home has affected my money, A LOT. I am longing to get on the road again and make some real money.
I really want to go to the city where my ex lives, because I made the most money there. However, I am apprehensive because I've been sober working in juice bars-- this place is party central so I am afraid I may start drinking incase memories start flooding back. I'm also afraid of being lonely and meeting up with him in a moment of weakness.
If I had a travel buddy I think i'd be fine, but out of the women I used to travel with most are in school, out of the business, or on drugs.
Believe me, if this place wasn't so lucrative for me the thought wouldn't have crossed my mind. what would you do?



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