argh. i feel so furstrated lately. i have almost 2000 followers on twitter yet i feel like only other models respond to my posts. i have a blog that i feel like no one looks at.
i make decent money but its all passive so i feel so bored and have nothing to occupy myself with. im getting really burnt out on WCC with the demanding "open boob bb" guys and freeloaders despite the nice income from the group shows. i just feel like im wasting so much time and effort for nothing. i cant gain a fanbase on there, because there isnt really anyone that speaks good english or has a lot of cash that would want to follow me.
My other site is also dead as a doornail, and im just there for the hourly honestly. i guess im just feeling uninspired, bored to tears and irritated.
it sounds like im just sick of my sites, but since im supporting myself soley on camming im afraid to try anything new.
when i danced it seemed most girls didnt stay at a club for more then a year or two tops. cam sites it seems like the number is more like 3 to 6 months!
i dont know. i need some ideas, ,motivation, or something, i dont know. maybe i should give streamate a go since everyone talks up all the money they make there.



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