Hi! k i have been dancing for about 3 months now, and have taken pole classes and i already know/learned how to do simple stuff like the basic fireman and the inversions ? (where you swing like sitting where u only use your hands and your knees are together bent; and then swinging backward). and i also know how to climb and stay up there and go upside down. i really want to try and do pole tricks that i paid for at classes and do them at the club but i am worried that what if i do them wrong or i slip due to slippery poles or i just look plain stupid??! also, idk why i tend to go blank and do same stupid stuff onstage which isnt much!
also, i'm still freakin "shy" or not comfy going up to guys etc...even though a vip regular custy told me why am i shy, i am the hottest thing and he couldn't imagine why pretty girl would be shy!!!
btw, my first nyt last nyt at a new club, i made $400!!! and only worked 4 hours..but that was because of that vip regular custy; the bartender took me to him n he got 2 vips w/ me ! but i should really have walkd around and talk to at least half the guys in the club i probly would have made little more but i was too....nervous/shy to!! why am i shy? i definitely am hot...



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