So here is my deal ladies, I used to dance about a year ago but had a very difficult time with it do to the lack of income and damn near killing myself to make $50 for 6 hours worth of hard ass work and dealing with men who smelled so bad after working on a construction site in 110 degree heat... not so pleasant! While dancing I had a wonderful man at home that I became detached from because I wanted nothing to do with touching in any sense after working. Months later a girlfriend of mine told me about web cam modeling and I could not wait to do it, I went straight home and signed up on Streamray ( I confused it for Streamate which there is no comparison) and began working immediately. Sounds good right? Well it wasn't, the money was somewhat decent but my sex life and romance totally went out the window... no bueno! Well here I am almost 8 months later and I have joined SM which has been a brilliant decision but again my sex life and romance with my soon to be husband is in shambles. I get off camera and want nothing to do with sex or cuddling or even talking.... I feel tapped out![]()
I am slowly strangling my relationship to death because of the line of work I have chosen to do, which is a blessing on one end and a curse on the other. How can I separate my work life from my relationship, is it possible to juggle both and maintain healthy habits? I am totally lost and really worried. When I am not working, sex and romance are through the roof amazing. Is romance and sex with my fiancé something that I have to force until it becomes a habit..... I know that sounds terrible. I really am madly in love but my body and mind are exhausted when work is over. Does anyone else struggle with this problem? PLEASE HELP!!!!![]()



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