I danced for 6mths back in 2008 and stopped when the club started getting slow due to the recession. I've been camming and doing c4s for the last 2.5years. But this last month has been a struggle for me. I don't want to get on cam or film clips for nothing.
I'm pretty anti-social so I don't really hang out with ppl. Since I stopped dancing I took a break from school. So now I'm pretty much inside all the time. I feel like I'm going to go insane if I don't get out of the house soon. I would get a regular job but there's none out there, plus I'm not sure if I could handle the price cut as well as being on someone else's schedule.
I really miss dancing on stage, the live interacting with the other dancers/customers, and of course always coming home with money. This last month I've been really contemplating on going back. I guess what's holding me back is the fact that I'm really shy. Dancing really helped me come out of my shell but I still had a hard time approaching guys for dances. I'm 5'0, when I was dancing I was 125 an had long straight weave. Now I'm 135-140 and have long dreads.
So I guess I'm asking for advice and or suggestions. Should I try to loss weight before going back? I've been hearing summertime is slow, should I wait until fall. I plan on going back to the same club I was working at. I didn't tell them I was quitting I just didn't put my name on the schedule and never went back. What should I say when I call them up.
Thanks ladies



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