I've strung along a few customers in my day, but I'm feeling guilty about the latest one. He really pissed me off the first time we met by claiming that he would "take care of me" while falling far short of my expectations (I wrote a diva post about this but deleted it after a day). He came in again tonight to see me, so I decided to retaliate by demanding a lot more money from him that he would have otherwise spent under the guise that it was the only way he could prove to me he would be a worthy date. He believed every word of it. I have no intention of seeing him but he seems very vulnerable, and even though I came home with a nice amount of money I'm feeling kind of dirty about it. I told him that I'm busy for the rest of the month but that I'd call after that. Now he wants to keep coming in and spend more money on me but I'm dreading the point where I have to let him down because I think it'll make him even more depressed than he actually is. Have any of you been in a similar situation? As a stripper, I'm disappointed in myself for feeling this way, but as a person, I'm disappointed in myself for leading a super depressed dude on like this.



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I dunno I dont get the guilt thing. Good for you for having a conscience though I guess?


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