SO i'm breaking down, nothing seem to be going right, no close friends whatsoever, no family is around except my parents, everyone else lives in a different state. Anyway I don't want to ramble to get to the point. I want to stop complaining and pull myself together, I just don't know where to start. I want to pray but honestly I've done so much crap that God probably wouldn't even listen. I just want to pul myself up by the boot straps and start ALL over again. My daughter is absolutely amazing and I was in school but dropped it because I had so much on my mind that I couldn't concentrate. Anyway I'm not working so I do nothing but sit at home, sleep, cry, eat. YEAH....NOT GOOD!!! I just want to finally be the woman I want to be. I was dancing but had horrible self confidence and was painfully shy so I quit and NEVER went back. Anyway, do you ladies have any helpful advice for how to move on form a painful past that you fully regret?? I want the best for my daughter and I and it's about time I wiped my tears away, held my head high, and lived life. Just don't know how.....



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