I used to dance for a few years. Traveled a lot. Worked in many clubs. Ofcourse saw many things. Now i have even stopped private parties. Im with a man that loves me wants to support me while I get a career... But he's still a man, so strip clubs are always intriguing.
I would see many married men lie where they were, ask me for sexual favors, or just straight trash talk their significant others. Not to mention I used to bend the rules a bit with dances and get quite into it.
I can't tell my bf to not go to one nor do I want to. I guess my experiences while working in clubs made me determined never to be the dimb woman on the other end. I trust him as much as I could trust a guy. It's hard. I feel thy're all backstabbing pigs. He's proved himself for a while, i am just paranoid.
I am almost tempted to go as far as calling girls I know who work in the clubs "to keep an eye on him". I've never dated before, so i've never been the jelous type. I haaaaaate this feeling!... But I would hate something happening more. And maybe im territorial now. If im not involved I don't want him to be. That's so messed up. I danced had different views. I just have never been in love and treated so well... Scared.
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