Sry. everyone, deleted my posts, as I said I might. Mods, up to you if you want to delete this thread.
But to wrap up. Thanks everyone for your responses. I've had my 'moment of clarity' and figured that talking it out with all here helped me get to my conclusion.
Basically, I promised a girl something that I could do for her. And I really meant it too. And we came to trust each other and all. But in all my horniness and lonelyness, I forgot what I promised and became upset and confused when she rightfully took me up for what I offered up to her.
She sensed something was wrong, but couldn't figure it out since I didn't tell her. But if I go back and we stay friends, I hope I can honestly tell her what I came to realize here and that she forgives me for being a dick.
I do love her and do wish her all the best in life.




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