First I'll say that I've never met a guy outside of the club even after five years of dancing. I'm very strict about this and I've always been strongly opposed to it...till now.
Its a bit pathetic really...I see a psychiatrist who's become a friend and mentor. He's literally saved my life and I feel like he's the only one I can trust. Maybe because of this I find myself extremely attracted to him. He happens to be Korean. Well, today, a Korean man came to the club and I was instantly drawn to him. For the first time, I'm actually considering going to dinner with a guy I met in the strip club. I feel really guilty. I know deep down it has nothing to do with the guy, but my infatuation with my doctor. I guess this is my way of feeling closer to my shrink. I must sound like a total loser...
What is the best thing to do in this situation? I'm a little lost at the moment.



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