UGH. I'm sitting here hungover as hell and I know what needs to be done but it's so hard to not drink at work. I've heard everything people have to say on the matter, about "well if you can't do it sober you shouldn't do it at all." I get that. It's not that I "can't" do it sober, b/c I have and I still made money. It's just really difficult. When I'm at work and I have a decent buzz going I'm more friendly, I make more, and time flies. When I'm there sober I am miserable. When I'm wasted I'm a mess...
I just feel like if I wasn't a dancer I wouldn't drink so much. I feel like crap the next day and I don't go to work, I act like a dumbass when I drink too much, it's embarassing, etc... yet I always make this same mistake.
Not really looking for advice here b/c it's obvious what I need to do, stop drinking. But just wanted to vent and see if anyone else feels me on this.




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