My dad suspects I'm dancing. I told him I had to work tomorrow, and he asked, "where are you working, what are you doing, honestly?"
I told him bartending, and he didn't ask anything else, of course silence followed.
My dad is never home, only comes home from work once or twice a month. The rest of the time its just my step mom. But I think my step mom suspects it as well.
I strongly believe that all truths come to light, there is a saying in Spanish that translates to: The earth and the heavens promised to never occult anything from each other.
I really want to tell them the truth, but I feel like it would only make me feel good, not them. I think they might want to carry on pretending to not know.
I don't know what to do. I'm not ashamed of what I am doing, but they would be ashamed of me, and it would stir up so much crap on both sides of the family...
Like I said, I think they will find out eventually, and I would rather tell them myself then from them to hear it from someone else. I just don't know how to do it, or if I should do it.



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