I just got back from my floor trial at LUSH. I feel like I fucking bombed it. I aced the group interview, but when I got on that floor I feel like I sucked. Why is it that I can sell my naked ass to men, but can't seem to sell some wonderful products that I'm super passionate about to people? I don't think they're going to call me back. And I didn't even get an interview for the tea place I applied to, when my cover letter very clearly and honestly stated that I know tea, love tea, am passionate about tea, have a history with tea, and I think that giving a person a cup of tea is a really wonderful gift. Instead they hire ditsy bitches who call oolong an herbal.
I'm trying to leave the adult industries for a few months to attempt to keep a regular, minimum wage summer job. If it works, it works, if it doesn't... it doesn't. IT'S NOT WORKING. I have sent out 1400000 applications.
I grew up achieving everything I ever wanted. Anything I tried, I was good at. I was spoiled, I suppose, because now I am losing crappy retail jobs to some really ridiculous creatures. Is it a lack of experience? the only work experience I have is in office management and customer service, not retail. I used to earn 18 dollars an hour and run an OFFICE, now I can't even get a job that pays 8.
I know, I know. I shouldn't be down on myself, I should stop criticizing other people, I should suck it up, I should be nice... I am nice, god damnit. I'm just having a moment.
..... I hope everyone else screws up massively and they hire me because I screwed up least. I love LUSH to a ridiculous extent.
Advice? Words of kindness? Just... help. I feel like I just stabbed myself in the tummy with a cucumber or something.



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