It is time for me to jump this bandwagon. It just me with a big slap on the face today. I gotta quit, I'm destroying my life. I am an alcoholic so there is no "just slow it down" thats impossible for me. I've lost jobs because of drinking, my job now I'm walking a very thin line. I've been homeless because I chose alcohol to be my number 1 priority. Countless friendships and relationships gone, I can't even form a relationship now no matter how much I want one, I drink too much and no one decent wants to be with someone like that, so I just feel so lonely with just me and alcohol. I still have friends but very few real ones, drinking buddies. I want people to know the real me, not drunk me. I don't want to be single anymore. I want to proudly say I DON'T DRINK with a big smile and feel so accomplished, I can't wait to still be able to go to the places I like to hang out and say it. Oh man I would be rich for all the money I've spent on alcohol. Since I won't be drinking anymore the waitresses and bartenders will just get bigger tips cause I won't be spending it all on booze
But.... On the side note, it ain't gonna be easy. I gotta be very dedicated and pull through it. So does anybody have any advice that will help me pull through?




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