Okay so maybe just maybe I could be over analyzing everything and just psyching myself out. But like I said before I'm gonna start dancing sometime soon and there are times when I get really excited about it and pumped up but then there are times I ask myself if in the end it'll be worth it.
I wanna dance for 2 reasons: 1.) I've always wanted to and know that'll it will be so much fun2.) THE MONEY OF COURSE!
Anyway I mentioned before that I know my mother won't be happy at all with me doing this but I don't necessarily care too much about it
Okay so this is what I think about when I start to psych myself out..there a lot of "what ifs". What if I wanna stop and can't get a job after going to school or just getting a job period (I don't know how entirely true this could be or if it's just kind of an urban myth). What if I completely lose my relationship with my mom and my entire family because of this. What if I can't get out of it, meaning lets say I strip for a few months to a year and have my own place and everything but I wanna stop, I'm always gonna compare the money I was making dancing(which i'm sure will be a lot) to any other job.
Am I being over-analytical? Are these things you thought of as well before you started to dance?
Thanks girls, btw this is something I really want to do and some of the "what ifs" are things that aren't going to affect me now but it's good to think about these things ahead of time.. right?![]()


2.) THE MONEY OF COURSE! 

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when I qualify I plan to still strip, I haven't really set a timeline to stop, but I'll have a qualification behind me so that I can build a business for myself and I won't be so reliant on the (awesome!) money I get from stripping, when I want to have kids etc.
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