Hi I put this in the life support category mainly because I used to want to strip until I was raped and since then I couldnt go back to an audtion. I wasnt working at a club I wanted to so Yes it was stupid of me I asked a friend to come over yes he was male to help me practice and yes I was dressed provocatively and yes still a little mentally tramatized by it. I didnt tell anyone till later because a part of me felt like what he did was my fault. I was dressed in costume gear I invited him over but I did not want sex. I sometimes want to go back to try and audition for a club but am still too tramatized and I feel safe with cam work. Any advice on how to get over what happened or what to do any advice would be appreciated yes I would be a dancer starting at an older age but I still look pretty young. One of my first night in web camming I had one guy take a look at me in a school girl outfit and he just said nope your way too young for me. lol



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