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    Mind Blowing cam girl who still has a desire to strip

    Hi I put this in the life support category mainly because I used to want to strip until I was raped and since then I couldnt go back to an audtion. I wasnt working at a club I wanted to so Yes it was stupid of me I asked a friend to come over yes he was male to help me practice and yes I was dressed provocatively and yes still a little mentally tramatized by it. I didnt tell anyone till later because a part of me felt like what he did was my fault. I was dressed in costume gear I invited him over but I did not want sex. I sometimes want to go back to try and audition for a club but am still too tramatized and I feel safe with cam work. Any advice on how to get over what happened or what to do any advice would be appreciated yes I would be a dancer starting at an older age but I still look pretty young. One of my first night in web camming I had one guy take a look at me in a school girl outfit and he just said nope your way too young for me. lol

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    Default Re: cam girl who still has a desire to strip

    First of all, always remember that what happened to you is in no way your fault. Putting yourself in costume gear does mean "hey, rape me!" If it did, all strippers would be raped every night... If you still have trouble getting over this and feeling confident in yourself, seek help from a rape crisis center.

    And try to think to yourself, this happened at home, not at the club. The guy didn't rape you because you were "acting like a stripper" - he raped you because he's a scumbag. Separate the two things in your head. At a club, you have bouncers to protect you and walk you out to your car. I hope you feel better about this and find the courage to do what you want to do without fear.

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    Hmmm maybe you will find power in the limits put forth at the club? I mean maybe not if you're used to full on masturbation shows now but- I entered dancing AFTER traumatic scenes being forced on me in the porn industry so I really enjoyed setting limits. Almost anytime I said "no" To OTC it was a direct fuck you to the porn people, as well as several people from my past who used/raped/took advantage of me. I never knew I had it in me to just be a tease instead of giving it all away. Now that isn't the way my personal life has gone but as far as work is related, I find comfort and power in saying how much is enough and when to say when

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