Been meaning to ask this for a while now but always forgot. When I look at girls' room counts, some of the members are black and some are grey. Who are the grey ones?



I hate that racism gets to me so much.
I just let it roll off my back when someone enters my room and demands stuff or is rude.
But come into my mother fucking chat and call me names I wouldn't call my worst enemy.
I have thick skin but I will never ever be able to tolerate someone attacking my race.
It's disgusting and truly shows how insecure people are about themselves.
Oh well, so much for a good morning.





Poor Baby I understand. I dont know if you allow or perform "race play" shows BUT its funny what irritates me in free chat VS Paid chat. IN paid I know we are playing and I am getting paid to humiliate or humiliated. When in free chat it is whole different story.
*hugs*
I am on right now. I went to check how much time I have been on today. I was on for an hour last night and at least 2 more hours today, but it is showing up that I have been on at all.
Has this happened to anyone else? It is weird.
Don't know if you've seen the Hitler remark I got in free chat last week, but it was enough for me to stay off for a few days after.
It felt incredibly weird. As a Jewish person living in Israel, I obviously never encounter racism directed towards me (on the other hand, there are many Russian and Ethiopian immigrants, and the racism towards them is constantly on the rise). Whenever I visit my partner, who lives in Europe (we're in a LDR and see each other for 2-3 months at a time, twice a year), he tells me I can't speak in Hebrew to him on the street and that I better not wear anything with something in Hebrew on it, but that's about it, and he's quite paranoid to begin with.
And then suddenly that absolutely racist, Neo-Nazi, violent comment in my own room... it was a shocker.
I agree with you that it's much worse than any other remark and/or demand or rude behaviour.
I hate that you and other girls have to deal with it so much too.
It makes me embarrassed to be Caucasian. I honestly did not understand how much crap that non-Caucasians women had to deal with before I became a camgirl.
It is one of the many dark parts of humanity that camming has opened my eyes to.
For what it is worth, I am truly sorry. I have a hard enough time personally enduring the abuse that comes with camming that is attached to being a women. I can't even imagine the double-whammy of having to deal with both being a women and my race too.
Honestly, I think it would break me.
I truly admire you. You are a stronger women than I am.
Sorry about that hunny, but I wouldn't let that keep you offline and making money, You are a strong beautiful WOMAN which makes you a goddess, don't ever forget that, We rule this planet!


OT for the current line of conversation, but I want to give a quick shoutout to Liz. Emailing support is nightmarish for us most of the time. They don't seem to really read our emails and give canned responses that usually don't even have anything to do with our issue. Liz really cares. She emails back super fast, and is incredibly helpful. I probably would have quit and gone back to stripping if it weren't for her.
Liz, if you're reading this, thank you!!! From the bottom of my heart, thank you for all that you do for us camgirls.![]()
On another note, Hitler's dead body aside... I'm taking a few days off, again. I'm about to get my period and I basically can't bring myself to do anything other than eat (and I don't mean just "eat". I mean EAT, capital letters and all), watch TV and skim through old issues of the New Yorker.
I really don't feel like camming, unless someone's willing to pay $7 a minute to see me doing all of the above while wearing a huge gray sweatshirt.
Gotta find a guy with such a fetish.



I can't believe it to be true, but I'm on the first page, 7th row!! Now watch, it will be just on my end, but still.
Seems slow on stream today I spent 3 hours and only earned $30! wow! it's the only site I use Do you ladies cam on any other sites, and is Clips for sale really worth it? my goal is to make $1000 weekly but I usually make 3-400 on cam so I have fallen behind with my bills










Yeah, me and you have the look where we could easily pass for latina, middle eastern (including jewish and persian), arab/north african, or just plain white. We've both been asked if we're those many times. Its really hard to tell someone's real race just by looking at them.





I'm so bummed! I ran the encoder for the first time like a week ago and I had back to back shows, I made decent money quickly because I did so many privates. Usually I make my money off of fewer longer shows rather than a bunch of short ones. You might think fewer, longer shows is better but a) I find them emotionally draining and b) it takes more time for me to make $$$. I was like 'goddamn I'm only using the encoder from now on!' but the next day my traffic was just like it always used to be. I discovered the next day that I ran the encoder wrong so that day I corrected it, logged on and again had a bunch of privates. Thought I was back in bidness but that was the last day I had consistent privates. Every day since then has been like it used to be for me. I am almost wondering; do they actually bump up your placement the first time you use the encoder just so you will be encouraged to keep using it?? Is that too cray of a conspiracy?
Are you able to check your placement.I check my placement and feed all the time just to make sure everything is working on my end.Sometimes you might be online but the room might not be able to load for the customers.I always keep on eye whats going on.Especially if im having a super slow day.
@Genoveve - it isn't necessarily related to the encoder. It's just the nature of the beast. I might bank one day, getting a lot of long exclusives, and literally the very next day I'd be sitting in free chat for almost my entire shift, trying to keep my cool.
My placement doesn't change (I never log on during the prime-time of SM, cause it just doesn't work for me. At the times I log on, I'm usually in the middle of the 1st page) and my feed is fine.
I know it can be extremely discouraging; you might find yourself asking "What am I doing wrong?". Sometimes I even ask myself silly questions such as, "Am I ugly today? But how is that even possible? Was I pretty only yesterday?", questions that in retrospect make me laugh because, really, it's just nonsense.
As I said, it's just the nature of the beast. Some ladies are lucky and are able to keep their earnings pretty much constant and stable every single day.
That's not the case for me. But whenever I have a slow day, I do my best to remember the days in which I made a lot of money.





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