Biggest mistakeof my lufe. Ling ass story into simplicity-
Two days before 18 he foynd me on myspace.
Day i turned 18 I moved in
He convinced me to strip
Lived off me. Loser is over twice my age. With three other kids
Hid my birth control
Got knocked up
Married him dilusional trying to have a family for my child.
Always has been in and out of jail
.... To the point now. Hes up for two fraud feloning, repeating DUI's, and drug charges.
>>>>> what a winner. I know. Now i would look at a girl and say I wouldn't touch that guy with a 10 foot pole. But I was young, dumb (as hell).
He is so messed up during our divorce (which finally ends july8!!!) he has no custody, no visitation rights. I have an OP on him because he would send me obsession texts at all hours all day and night. Then threatened me and my bf ( to me, because my new bf is huge).
Im just worried what im going to tell my kid someday. I wish this pos wasnt his father. Its embarrassing. I feel like I skrewed my child in life. Im worried hell blame me. Hate me. Be an angry child because he doesnt have a present father.
..... My head spins all the time. I feel sick.
At a loss



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