My life has been insanely chaotic lately and I don't know what to do.I got dumped a couple months ago by my ex, and started dating this new guy that just ripped my heart open even more. I posted about him a few times and I *know* you all gave me good advice and told me to get the hell away... but I was so lonely I just couldn't let him go. A few weeks in, I found out he'd been chasing other girls, and he started treating me like crap, trying to walk all over me and make me do things for him... he would switch back and forth from being an ass to being the sweetest guy ever. I've never really dealt with a guy that manipulative, and it really fucked with my head. When I finally got sick of it and dumped him, he started insulting me and my job on his freaking Twitter account. I'm really upset by this. I just feel like no matter what I do or what kind of a person I am, guys will never want to be with me because of my job. It hurts so much.
And to make things even worse, I went out with some work friends last night (which I never do) and we got completely wasted... and I agreed to let this girl and her two kids move in with me, because she gave me the saddest story about how she has nowhere else to go but the homeless shelter, because her ex-boyfriend's family is kicking her out of their house. So a few hours after I agreed to this, she shows up at my door with her kids and her stuff, and I'm living with them now. As of this morning.
I'm SO freaking stressed out all this shit that's going on. This is all very recent stuff, as in, I just dumped that guy a few days ago, and the chick moved in THIS MORNING. Arrrgh. Plus I'm broke as a joke and I have so much anxiety that I don't even want to *think* about work. And now I basically have no personal space in my own home. Gah......
I'm thinking about asking my parents for help with money, because I'm at the point where I want to just lie in bed and cry all day. But they already gave me $350 a few days ago to help with my rent... I don't want to feel bad about asking for more.
I just really hate everything about my life right now. My living situation, work, dating... it's all gone to hell.
I mean honestly, the girl that moved in is a pretty good friend, but I have a really hard time adjusting to change, and it's just stressing me out. I'll probably get over it soon and be relieved that she's helping with rent, but for now... it's just a LOT to deal with.
Words of support? Hugs? I'll take anything. <3



I got dumped a couple months ago by my ex, and started dating this new guy that just ripped my heart open even more. I posted about him a few times and I *know* you all gave me good advice and told me to get the hell away... but I was so lonely I just couldn't let him go. A few weeks in, I found out he'd been chasing other girls, and he started treating me like crap, trying to walk all over me and make me do things for him... he would switch back and forth from being an ass to being the sweetest guy ever. I've never really dealt with a guy that manipulative, and it really fucked with my head. When I finally got sick of it and dumped him, he started insulting me and my job on his freaking Twitter account. I'm really upset by this. I just feel like no matter what I do or what kind of a person I am, guys will never want to be with me because of my job. It hurts so much.
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)... I think this was why, when I finally told him we were done, he was hurt enough to post shit on Twitter. Although he'd never admit to that.

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