I just saw a thread over in Other Work about camming making someone a shut in and I realized I am one. I think I stay in my home wayyy too much but seem to have no desire to do anything else lol my bf asked if I wanted to go swimming at the lake last night with him and some friends and I turned him down because it was a whole 930 pm and I was in the middle of watching Master Chefdo any of you ladies find you're forgetting what the outside world and *gasp* a social life is?



do any of you ladies find you're forgetting what the outside world and *gasp* a social life is?
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. It's so funny because I live a different life now. Everything reminds me of camming or something related to this industry. I have to stop myself sometimes when I'm talking to friends and family because I bring up things affiliated with camming. They don't know what the hell I'm talking about because it's my "secret life". I laugh to myself and think if they only knew. It's crazy because I get so excited about new ideas related to camming and now it's my whole life. I don't want to have company, I feel like they are interrupting my time on cam. I have to cam when my child is at school or in bed so I feel my time is precious.




My one friend is awesome and she's tons of fun to go out with, but lately, she has no money and never wants to really do anything anymore. For awhile, I funded her for everything because I just wanted someone to go out with, but I can't keep that up forever... Even when I just try to text her and ask if she wants to go lie by her pool, she generally won't get back to me until the sun is almost down.... so I've pretty much given up on that too. I wish I had more friends that were down to do fun, exciting stuff. But I pretty much blow off any plans that are just like "hey, come over and drink with 3 people for like an hour..." Just doesn't motivate me unless it's something more exciting. I tell myself I would be more productive at home, working... but of course, I don't really get that much done... It's kinda depressing that I would rather sit in front of my computer than bother to socialize even that little bit...

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