Well at first i enjoyed the support but now I feel like I'm being untrue to myself. I want to be able to date freely and most importantly depend on myself. I realize this is not healthy for me to be so reliant on him...
I'm in a new state and I dont really like it here THAT much. I want to return to my home state but that will mean moving in with my mother, who loves me but is a problem drinker, and having to get a job thru school (oh the horror
I know some people would say you have a great thing going, ride it out.
Others will say do what you want.
I want to look back when I'm 60 and say I'm glad I made x decision..
but what decision is that
I think I already know
How can you NOT miss an allowance tho!!???
Another problem is academically I'm so focused when I'm away from home. I just got an A in chemistry after being out of college for a few years. I hope I dont lose my motivation if i go back home![]()




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