Well, it's only been 20 minutes so I'm not sure if he means it or not.
I love what I do. I love this industry- ever since I was a little girl I was always admiring beautiful women wanted to be like them. I have drawings back when 12 or 13 of beautiful female forms. I also participated in alot of nude art and photography...and then came dancing. I love it. I love the luxuries of life it brings me, I love my freedom and I love expressing myself. This is me.
I met my guy while dancing, I told him upfront about my likings and he was fine.
Today I bought a new camera and he asked me, whats that for? I said I wanted it for my future adult blog and whatever else comes to mind. He wents nuts on me and made me choose between this and him. I chose this. I refuse to comprimise my happiness for anybody- not even my mom. I am a firm believer in, you live no one else life but your own, being true to yourself and living your dream- simply because life is short. And it's even shorter when you live up to someone elses standards.
I am heartbroken because I really thought I'd marry him and cared for him deeply. (plus he's real good in bed and i cant get that out of my head either)
Am I wrong? Would you choose the one you love over your passions or the other way around? Women around the world are putting their passions on hold for love...but you never see men doing it!



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