My "fiance" has been in another state "working to come back to me." I've been here alone, sitting at home waiting for him for a very long time. I get a voicemail Sunday night of him and a girl arguing in a bar. I wasn't supposed to know about it. The girl either pressed send on his phone to call me or he hit the send button accidentally while they were fighting. I heard everything I needed to hear. It was a shitstorm.
I was driving when I heard the long 5 minute accidental voicemail. I had to pull over I was shaking so bad. I called him he didn't answer. I texted him no reply. So I called my ex boyfriend and had him come over. I texted my fiance and told him he was coming over. When he called me back I put my ex on the phone with him for proof then hung up. I fucked my ex in my bed that night for two hours. When I was through I texted him with the sex details. He was beyond pissed and I was pleased with my handiwork.
Then I proceeded to dish out the nastiest things I could muster to say to him. Cutting down his manhood and the whole nine. I yelled and screamed and threatened to pay someone to take out his kneecaps with a baseball bat.
Now the initial anger is done and I am still feeling sick to my stomach. Every time I think of him and his raunchy little taint girlfriend I want to throw up. I lost a lot of sleep and have to force myself to eat and I'm not eating much. I go from anger to sadness to feeling like throwing up.
I drunk dialed him, he has called me, I have cried on the phone to him. It's just fucking ridiculous. I have to have music on all the time so I won't think about it. I've been keeping as busy as possible and have a drink when I feel I can't take it. My emotions are all fucked up. I've been through much worse in life, but this is just making me feel sick.




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