WHAT WOULD YOU DO:
You've been dancing for 10 years, all over. You are a great hustler and make money, however the industry is waring on you. You moved back to your home state after a very bad relationship. You needed friends and family for support, unfortunately the "real" job you have in this state is crap. Even though you are fulfilled by it spiritually, you are headed to become very, very broke. Having worked all over the country, the clubs in your state are shit. 15 dollar dances, when you are used to doing 3 for a hundred.
1. A friend has offered you a place to live on the west coast, a 45 min flight from Las Vegas. 9 hour drive. You've worked there recently (again after the crap that happened in the other post), did great, and reunited with old coworker. The place where you would live has lots of job opportunities for you in your "real" job. However, how would you explain your moving AGAIN to your family? They are unaware of what you do, and you feel guilt.
2. Stay in the current state you are in and fly to other destinations for work. You do have a great support system, but you feel something is lacking. You only returned to this place because you needed support, definately not because of the weather or high cost of living. You are bored majority of the time because you have tried every club and can't stand the nastiness for little pay. You work out, meditate, but find that you are maybe trying to please other people. However, you are hesitant to move because your saftey net is here and afraid you may get sucked back into "the lifestyle".
In conclusion, I'm looking to balance dancing and my spirtuality, I feel grounded where I am.... but... I'm not happy. ANY THOUGHTS WOULD BE SOOOOO APPRECIATED : )



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