
Originally Posted by
Bambalina
But I'm an asshole with severe fibromyalgia and suffer from sleep disorder and chronic pain.
I have a 4 year old son I care for and love more than anything.
I live on the road in a 5th wheel RV, and I move a LOT.
I got slammed earlier this year and my truck was destroyed by drunk bitch doing 55 miles an hour into a red lighted intersection. Got fucked over by her insurance for over 7 weeks and almost got stiffed for my truck.
My best friend in the whole world died this year.
I had to help with healthcare costs of a family member in an emergency that WIPED ME THE FUCK OUT.
SO, I'm crying now roast. You succeeded. You hurt me really fucking bad and made me recount why I am such an unqualified unreliable fucking LOSER this year.
There is no excuse...I get it...No promise should ever be broken, and my word is my bond. (just like those who sign the contract for MFC, huh?). So it doesn't matter that this was one of the worst years in my life, I should have finished that camsite!
I have said I am not the best communicator in the world, and I guess I can be erratic. In 1989 I had a car accident and severe concussion. It caused enough damage in my head that I lost the ability to do math for over 18 months, and had to re-learn it. I'm NOT good at multi-tasking anymore. I still have a high IQ, but things just work differently in there now. I try, and I fight for what I believe in, and I plod along and keep trying. I will have these websites, and I will help the collective get going, and someday I will have a bigbox style camsite of my own. I guess I shouldn't believe developers who say "Up and running in two weeks" and then I give it a month and they are still fucking around...
Anyway, none of this is your problem...and I don't blame any of you if you don't want to work with me, and think I'm a flake...this year, I have been.
I'm so sorry if I let you all down. I will do better this coming year I hope. And I hope some of you stick with me.
Thank you, and again, I'm sorry,
B
ETA: Thank you all so much! I appreciate the kind words and really love y'all very much.
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