I’ve never told anybody this, but my best guy friend is five years my senior. We’re each other’s confidants and just have an unnerving amount of things in common - not to be too cliché but I’ve never loved anybody more.
He’s given me nicknames - sweets, darlin’, lover, his girlfriend - he’s asked me to marry him I don’t know how many times. He’s only kidding, but still says he wants me to take care of him.
But no, we’ve never been intimate or anything of the like. Last night a little while after we had left each other, he sent me a message telling me he was going to sleep but gave me the sweetest birthday wish and confided something in me.
Distance is a -huge- factor and is a real problem in our friendship, but as it turns out we're moving to the same place in a few months for school!
I don't know at all how to handle this - again I've never even said a word of it to anyone. I try hard not to let my feelings get the better of me or romanticize our friendship in any way at all, but as pathetic as I'm being it was simply love at first sight for me. Any advice?




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