ok. so. i went down to the club to audition today. it was soooooooo bad.
everyone at the club was rly nice, a coupla the other girls came an talked to me for a little an the bargirl was awesome. so i went down an watched a coupla girls on stage an then went an got changed before hittin the stage, an thats where things went bad. i was so fuckin nervous, an all of a sudden all the dance moves i know flew out of my head. i tried to move an be sexy but most of the time i was just wigglin my butt. i squeezed in a coupla pole tricks but not as many as id hav liked. i stumbled a coupla times in my heels, i had trouble gettin my dress off even tho its always been fine when i practiced. i knew as soon as i was off the stage that id messed it up, tho i was ok with that. it was fun bein on stage, an i figure that i wont ever do a set any worse than that. i guess the nerves were mostly from the fact i was being judged and not being used to my heels.
but.
they will let me come an dance tomorrow an i dont know whyyyyyyyyyyy.
(ok i think i do, its coz im pretty hot. i guess that makes up for bad dancing?)



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