So I left the industry in October 2010...I was completely burnt out, hating the clubs I was dancing in, hating the customers, etc. I graduated from college with my degree and got a fantastic job that will likely turn into a lifetime career for me.
That being said...in the last month or so, I've been experiencing this insane desire to return to dancing. I've been thinking about finding a club where I can dance just one weekend a month, pull three shifts, and get it out of my system. I've been stalking clubs online, dancing around the house in 7"ers, and even calling some clubs for more information. I have an obsessive mind, and I have been obsessing over this!
I'm really trying to figure out where this burning desire to return comes from. I certainly don't need the money, so it's not just that (though I wouldn't strip for free, that's for sure).
Have I just romanticized stripping in the time I've been away from it (watching too many stripper movies)? Do I need to strip to reassure myself that I won't end up committing suburbicide like so many cool people do? Would returning end up being a really bad idea??
Has anyone else gone through this before? Have you left dancing and then missed it? Why did you miss it? If you returned, was it satisfying? Or do you wish you'd left it and never looked back?



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