Giving the essentials to my story
Please excuse my grammar
So my bf and I are almost going to go on one year.
I crashed my car around may of this year and I'm currently in school. My school is one hour away from my house but 8 min from his so we decided i should stay there the rest of the semester.
I don't have enough money to fix my car right now so the semester started and I came to stay with him again.
My uncle had to leave his truck behind because he went out of state so the truck was going to be kept at the bfs house.
today we got in an argument because i messaged him on facebook telling him to pick me up at a certain time but he never got the message because i logged him off his phone of face to log in to mine and for some reasons the notifications dont go through
he gets here and i go let me see your phone, in a normal tone and then he starts cussing at me and just telling me mean things in the middle of the side walk on campus.
we get to his house and i tell him i want the keys to my uncles truck to go my a calculator and to go to take my test he wont give me the keys and he starts yelling at me and throws his shades one the ground and they crash along with his keys
So he starts getting close to me and i push and scratch him for him to let me go and he struck me on my cheek really hard that still burns as of right now. so i say thats it you were over i try to leave and he wont let me and starts saying he didnt hit me because i hit is with a closed fist and that he slapped me.
then he started saying his sorry and crying really hard but all i could feel hatred, he is always sorry but things never change
but i feel week like im going to go back to him and i really dont want to that
so now its 3:30 ish and i tell him i really have to go so he drops me off at school and i have no time to look over my notes and im just very upset and miss one questions to many
I had a p.a test today at 4:00Pm that i was just one questions away from being in that class but if you dont score high enough you get kicked out. I feel that if the argument hadnt occurred i would have looked over my notes and gotten this one question. so im really upset over it
now im stranded at school and i tried taking the bus home but i really need to get my uncles truck
so i contacted his mom and she said she will try to help but idk how much help that will be.
i feel this a very abusive relationship that is getting nowhere
he threaten to grabb a knife cut under my eyes or slash my face so i couldnt dance anymore ;( and be ugly and not finish school
he got on top of me and grabbed some pliers to try to rip my nose.
this is the second time he is done something like this
its not worth it right?
he has ptsd, and it seems thats always his excuse for having anger issues




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