I love my boyfriend very much and would never cheat on him. I moved to this city because of him, I'm so, so very happy because of him. I have never felt as strongly for someone as I feel for him.
However, I still think about other guys. I wouldn't act on those feelings but I do have to be honest with myself about them. They're there and I sometimes wish that I could at least makeout with other dudes without him being really upset. I know I can't so I don't but mannnn, do I ever want to.
I think it might also be a symptom of this job. I'm always all up on other guys, flirting, being really close to them... why are they really cute here? FML.
I know that it would really hurt my boyfriend if I admitted these feelings to him. I needed to get them out somewhere. I feel really bad but it's just the truth. I love men and want to make out with the whole world. Why are there so many cute boys trying to seduce me with their motorcycles and French?





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