I do not get anything out of camming but financial gratification lol. I have cybered a few times (havent we all) when it was all the rage 10+ years ago for sexual gratification but Those days are long over. This is a business to me.
LOL recently for shits and giggles I did go on cam when I was horny, and actually tried to be there for sexual gratification. ALL I did was get frustrated, I am literally trying to play with my pussy and cum and all these morons could say is "show feet" "get your strapon" "mek penty" lol!
Every single guy literally wanted the exact opposite, a fetish show, or for me to cum on their command (puh lease) I signed off and masturbated alone hahaha. I really would rather masturbate alone, then be with one of these guys on cam, even the younger and hotter ones...they all are only dollar signs to me and leave me rather unstimulated.
Once upon a time I was a very wild, promiscuous party girl. Now I hardly leave the house. I dont know if this is due to being in the sex industry for 10 years or if I have simply grown out of that stage. I am older and wiser now and I am a stone cold hustler. I can size a man up very easily, and I usually laugh at what I see. I have done so much, seen so much that there is nothing left for me to do

. Things that once did stimulate me and get me horny (such as dirty talk or a sexy video) no longer do because I see them day in and day out, the acts have become so mundane and routine to me and this happens to alot of women in the industry.
SIGH I really need to get my mojo back hahah. I really do love sex and miss havin a "high" sex drive. Fucking cam is ruining everything man. Now that I am saying this it is actually pissing me off to know that these idiot losers and their "shows" have stolen my sex drive away from me. I am stealing it back!!!!!
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