okay, i need girl support. i did a bad thing last night, and i'm feeling my guilt!!
so, i've been hanging out with this really nice guy lately...this REALLY nice guy. i do NOT do boyfriends at this point in my life, and he knows that, but i could tell he really likes me/is a super-romantic at heart, etc.
so, we've been hanging out for like two weeks, tops. the second time we hung out, he brought me to this super romantic hill/park near his place at night.
...last night, i brought my ex there, and we had loud sex at the bottom of the hill. as i'm in a mildly-drunk, doggy-style haze, i look up and see this other guy walk maybe fifteen feet away from us with his bike, down the hill, with his head down. holy fuck, busted. and yes, i saw the shadow of his fancy haircut, it HAD to be him.
i feel terrible. honestly, i was nearing the point of being over hanging out with him, but...this was not the way i envisioned cutting things off, you know? he is a reallyyy nice, soft-natured, good-hearted guy, and he did NOT deserve that. total dumbass move on my part, but i really didn't think he hung out at that hill every night!
anyway. he still has my $400 chanel sunglasses that i left at his place. i'm going to text him and ask if i can pick them up from his work tonight. ahhh. awkward. so awkward.
am i a total POS?



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