
Originally Posted by
anouk.oui
what? can you go back and read it again? i suggested these things for you to do. im fine. i intern for a label and skin and mones dont phase me. infact, since dancing i prefer women to have more of a 50s hourglass figure.
AHH i told you. my life is fine.
well that doesnt sound very logical. youre building a prison around yourself.
i know what its like when youre the one person standing in the way of your own happiness. dont make this a 'i dont wanna stay but i dont wanna go' situation.
sit down, decide whether you wanna get better and where you want your life to be, or whether you wanna be self indulgent and only look forward to going to work so you can feel fat in contrast to girls and use that as a motivation to spiral further down.
i know what youre going through.
ultimately you gonna have to make a decision what you want your life to be like.
the job is not whats causing this, its only a trigger. you may remove yourself from the club environment but then you go out clubbing, open a magazine, go to a beach and see skinny girls everywhere and youre gonna freak.
i think youre making this very difficult for yourself.
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