I just don't know if I can do it. I feel as if I've tried everything, and nothing seems to work the way it needs to...
After making only 15 dollars on a site I just tried out, I basically felt like I died a little inside. Feeling this worthless is just not very comforting at a time I feel so lonely and desperate for anything to make me feel better.
I always guess if it's my appearance, or my body, personality... (there goes my self-esteem/worth.) I always act so nicely, and simply ask to be respected. I hope I'm not coming off as really stupid right now, but it just doesn't seem to be getting better at all... Just had to rant to feel a bit better.



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I've taken about a week off, mainly because I spent that time moving and I've been on my period, but also because I reallllly needed the break. I've been using the time to get excited about camming again, and to get happy in general
I REALLY feel like you need to take that time off, and just relax. Maybe you'll find that you don't want to cam anymore, or maybe you'll feel like me and be really excited about doing it again!


The company he works for doesn't cater to that mentality.

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