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    such a lame night.

    Found out my grandmother is actually pretty far along in her Parkinsons and Alzeihmers... witnessed it first hand when she fell almost on top of my 15 month old and couldn't get up and didn't know where she was.... never seen her like that.

    And as I typed that? I was sticking my tongue out, pushing my boobs together and dancing for fucking money. UGH. Slow ass night on SM for me.

    I love my job. But there are more important places I should be. I know this happens in ANY job but do they all carry this guilt? Not asking for condolences or sympathy or empathy, just have you had to fake that smile before???

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    Default Re: Waahhhh

    yes it's hard to fake a smile, but if your alternative jobs pay way less you are doing the right thing because you may be able to take more time off to take care of the important things.


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    Default Re: Waahhhh

    so sorry to hear about your grandma.

    and you should NEVER feel guilty about this job. you are making money on your own terms and taking charge of your finances through your sexuality. there is absolutely nothing wrong with that!

    BUT if there are places you need to be you should never let this job take more priority if you have family matters to attend to. Take a break if you need to!

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    sadly this is where i NEED to be whether or not it is morally right or wrong.. my grandma is 2 hours away I just got a huge slap of reality visiting her today for holidays. I dont take guilt in what I do. It rocks and I get paid WELL. But I just feel like shit... why can I not make my grandma live longer? Why can't she see my daughter learn to talk? Just makes me sad... idk e life as a stay at home camgirl is hard since how CLOSE you are to that family really has a thin line to your online family that pays your shit for you. idk vodka and redbull plus this harsh reality i witnessed today are ending up in this jibberish... just relate guys so i feel better lol <3

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    I am so sorry to hear about your Grandma


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    I'm so sorry to hear about your grandma....

    I know how a crappy night can really make things feel a lot....heavier.

    Hugs!!! (and if you need to -log off!! Take a deep breath, allow yourself to be sad about a sad realization, maybe take a nice bath, and start again in the morning. xxx)
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