Working at a club, guys weren't allowed to take pictures. I am sure some did but I doubt those pictures turned out very well. I remember a long time ago one of my coworkers wanted to take a pic of me in the dressing room, dressed in my stripper wear. It just felt weird. I mean those girls were my competition and they only made friends with other girls so they could stab them in the back. This was a dive of a club where extra's girls and pushy/narcissistic girls ruled the club. I just wondered since we weren't really friends why she wanted a pic of me. And I had to wonder if she was going to use the pic to spread rumors or harm me.
So I had a sugar daddy for a while. I met him at the club. He seemed different from anyone else I had met but he said he was married, going through a divorce. I met him on a regular basis about once a month for a while and we had sex, regularly. Then he disappeared for a while and then recently he wanted to get together for dinner and to me dinner was a code word for sex and being he is/was a sugar daddy... So anyway.. I meet him for dinner and apparently he hadn't been anticipating sex. I wanted to make the night about him because I was worried he felt like I was just another money grubber, because I think too much and I need to learn to expect more from guys. Anyway he did absolutely nothing for me. He just dicked me and ditched me. I even gave him an early Christmas present and he never called me afterwards to say thank you or anything. I was thinking of texting him a photo of myself (non nude) but a nice pic.
Is that stupid?
I have a hangup with pics. I never seem to look good in them, not like I think I look in my mind. And almost like some primitive people, thinking you are stealing their soul if you take their picture... I just feel like I am making myself vulnerable.
Am I just a freak? Thoughts, opinions?



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That shit doesn't fly with me at all.

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