I moved away from home 1yr and 1/2 ago and i really miss them...
i've got a small family 2 brothers and my mom and i moved away to change my life which i did! Now im 20 hours away from them cant afford to go see them as much as i like or have the time and its my First Xmas away from my mom....
im sad i love being with my family they make me so happy but i left town to get out of a bad situation and then i met an awesome guy who i love, But i've got a big chunk missing... My family who i adore, were very disfunctional just like any other family but they mean the world to me! I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place my BF is older than me im 24 he's 37 and hes got 3 kids who live about 3 hours from us so they come and visit every other weekend! But it's not like i could just take him back home with me and i would never expect that.... He's a awesome dad and does everything he can for his kids.... I just cant win i love him and i love my family and they are so far away....
sometimes i feel like they think i just left them although my brothers are older and busy with work we've grown pretty close since i left and we've gotten older....
And my mom's fiance died about 2 months after i moved away so i left thinking "great she's got her soul mate here" then he passes and my brothers are too "busy" to go see her which i think is BS but idk
Anywho im just rambling there's really no solution to this problem other than me making a savings account that i put away money to go home more often but it's still not the same..... URGGGHHHHHH
I miss them so Much and my mom is getting older and she's alone i hate it so much! She's had a pretty tough life but i guess havent most..... a year and a half after she meets the love of her life he dies..... She went threw so many losers to find this one too ugghhhh I hate it! She deserves happiness sometimes i really just wna go home but i've got an awesome man here!
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im sad i love being with my family they make me so happy but i left town to get out of a bad situation and then i met an awesome guy who i love, But i've got a big chunk missing... My family who i adore, were very disfunctional just like any other family but they mean the world to me! I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place my BF is older than me im 24 he's 37 and hes got 3 kids who live about 3 hours from us so they come and visit every other weekend! But it's not like i could just take him back home with me and i would never expect that.... He's a awesome dad and does everything he can for his kids.... I just cant win i love him and i love my family and they are so far away....
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