The last two wks have been pretty bad for me, it seems like guys are trying to grope & finger more than ever. I have no patience for that shit on a good nite.
The worst was on Friday, this drunk asshole approached me before my stage set, one of those ones that is trouble from the get-go -- no matter what I said he found a reason to yell at me, call me names. Okay you SOB, be that way. Was thankful to get called on stage, thinking I'm safe up there with a full rail, if the guy wants to get at me again he will literally have to crawl over everyone else sitting there to do it. Well, crawl he did, b/c as I was upside down on the pole, hanging by one leg he grabbed me between the legs. I saw him coming in the mirror but couldn't get down in time, felt him grab & fell off the pole, landing on my neck.
Got up in his face & told him to get the fuck away from my rail, had him by the throat. He was pushing back & yelling back at me, telling me who the fuck did I think I was putting my hands on him, threatening, etc. Not that a SC is a regular hangout for white knights but not one guy at the rail said anything to him. Finished my stage set with him yelling at me the entire time, & yelling at the other guys at the rail about what a stinking bitch & whore I was. Two of the guys there got dances from me after, & after finishing w/ them I left.
Thought I was good to go into work the nxt nite but by the time I was dressed & on the floor I felt sick to my stomach at the thought of doing a private dance. Left early even though it was even busier than the nite before, the doorman knew I was doing nothing but hiding either in the corner w/ him or in the DR. He was pretty understanding, telling me to take a few nites off if I need them to get my head straight.
Didn't even go in tonite. More than anything, I don't feel safe there. The owner is a binge drinker who refuses to bring in bouncers b/c he doesn't want to pay them, & he is so worried about lawsuits that I don't think he would back up myself or any of the other girls if a customer got physical. I've had a few friends tell me already that this might just be God's way of telling me it's time for a new line of work b/c the uncomfortable contacts have been escalating. I knew what I was getting into when I started dancing, after 3 yrs it's hardly anything new, but as much as anything I'm upset b/c it feels like I have to choose between "Thank you Sir may I have another" or standing up for myself & risk losing my job.



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