i dont get it.. whenever i just get online straight outta bed wearing my bf's pj pants & a huge tshirt or while doing housework & look not so cute (sometimes i feel downright slobby looking lol) i do GRRRREEEEEAAAATTTT but everytime i actually spend time putting on makeup & doing my hair & dress up sexy & feel hot i end up feeling like shiit after abt an hr cus i earn just about NO MONEY.. sometimes i make myself stay on hours and earn $0!!!!!!! a few times i have gone & washed off my makeup, put my hair n a ponytail & then made great money after that!! 1st reasonable assumption would be that its my previous customers who dont like the change, but even new guys dont spend anything!! now that i am doing camming through NF i notice the calls dont last as long & sometimes i get hangups soon after i get on cam but when i look like shit i have calls that last a while..it's not even that i'm going overboard & putting on too much makeup & looking "Glamorous" its just that i'm spending time to make myself presentable & cute & still EVERY time my income suffers tremendously!! i have friends who are gorgeous, & they dont do near as good as i do when im in my pjs.. guys ask me "what are u wearing today" i say i'm in my pj's now but i can change if you like & 99% of the time they say no, its okay.. its bothering me because i am already a hermit & never go out but now i don't do anything more than showering & basic hygiene so i'm getting low self esteem & even when i'm going out with my bf i don't have the desire or energy to put on makeup & do my hair so then once i'm out i feel lazy & ugly :-( any of you notice you do better when you look "worse" or feel 2 down to even get cute?? i know most of you wont understand cus you get up & get pretty 4 the day but i dont know how to do that anymore without feeling bad for it..



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You must be gorgeous... maybe you could make two days makeup days and two days natural days? idk but it sounds like you should just keep doing what makes you money.





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