Life sucks! I had a crappy Sunday then I was off Mon, Tues, Wed with family visiting. Today I'm disgustingly and unnattractively sick. Friday and Saturday better be absolutely fabulous!!





Life sucks! I had a crappy Sunday then I was off Mon, Tues, Wed with family visiting. Today I'm disgustingly and unnattractively sick. Friday and Saturday better be absolutely fabulous!!



I know it's hard times when I have to boot a longtime regular because he's running his big mouth saying things like "There's no one in here" and "You're not doing anything." Fuck. You.
It's kinda hard to be turned on when you know your internet, utilities, etc don't accept dicks as a form of payment!
~ Marina Starr




Wow, what was up on SM? Last Sunday, it was a very good day. Tonight, meh... I was making $$$ on cams, while just $12 on SM. WTF.
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I say give SM a try what is there to fear? You will not know until you jump in there and you just might be suprised with how well it goes and how comfortable you really are. There is nothing to fear but fear itself don't let fear hold you back and your money just DO IT. Fear is just an illusion of (what if) that never happens. What is the worse that can happen and when you think about that the answer is nothing.





I'm going to cry.
Beware of "ashestoashes" on SM....
He just came pvt and turned his cam on and there he was.... asshole in camera.... SHITTING.
Just seriously, fuck my life. Normally I don't accept cam requests right away but I'm trying to be lenient since it's been slow this week for me. Big reminder why I wait. And of course he left quick.
xoxo ~ Sarah
Poor girl. Your eyes will be forever scarred.
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Is anybody else having a slow as fuck night as I am?
Been on for 1.5 and have only made a measly $49
I need $1,000 by cutoff. Gotta stay the fuck on I suppose
Just kill me now please!




Tis the season to hate Streamate, fa la la la la, la la la la!
(fuck this shit, I'm gonna go drink now)
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Don't call me BB...I'm not the prime minister of Israel!





I seriously don't understand it. I'm in row 2... barely any traffic... no one talking to me.... 45 mins online and $0 made.
xoxo ~ Sarah




Same here, Sarah. So weird. I just logged out after 30 minutes and $0 and no guys. So, I am gonna take a short nap then try again. =/
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Uhg! Going back in!!
The struggle is real today, like walking through mud.




its been slow for a bunch of us. im barely making anything and a few other girls im talking to are also in the same boat. booooooO sm!
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Girls maybe is slow because it's mad Friday and lots of companies are hosting today their xmas parties.
I've made 38 so far .... Today sucks .... that is all![]()



Christmas was awful. This is long so feel free to skip.
My mom suggested that I move into my sister's empty townhouse in her college town for the summer- over an hour away from *my* school.
That was her solution to me possibly moving back home after January (I'm cutting my lease short- landlord/roommates too much to deal with)
Her idea: move in with us until my sister gets home from college in May, then back out again to make room for my sister, live in her townhouse and drive an hour and a half to school every day.
When I was obviously upset by this suggestion, she backtracked and said I could stay there over the summer, and my sister will bunk with them (my parents)
Yeah, right. She had to do that last Christmas when I was still living at home, and she fucking resented me for it- really doubt she'll allow that for a whole summer.
I called my aunt to tell her this. See, if I were my sister and I had a free townhouse (my parents pay her rent), all to myself, I would live there for the summer! Wouldn't you? Who wouldn't?? My aunt agrees. But honestly, my sister really doesn't like to spend her own money- she still asks my parents for their card when she wants a drink from Starbucks- so buying her own groceries and gas just isn't going to work for her.
I'm just upset and hurt and angry and bitter. For one, why can't my sister pay her own rent? They say "she's in college." Um, yeah me too. But I still do it.
I seriously just feel SO disposable because every time something happens, the solution is to get rid of me. It started when I was 15, (long story), happened again at 16 (four months after I came back from place #1) 17 was a fucking hellish year with my whole family living in a basement (but of course I was stuck for that one) then at 18, after we moved into a nice place, back out I was!
I just wanna say "I know my sister has Asperger's, but she's gonna have to enter the 'real world' soon, so stop fucking coddling her! She's almost 21 and pays for nothing!" They bend over backwards for her to get her way, because she will make life hell if she doesn't. And it's always at my expense.
My aunt said it's just because my mother likes to pick 'the path of least resistance.' And I'm the least resistant and the most flexible as most middle children are. But the dynamic in my family is extreme- NO compromise is ever even asked of her.
I'm just a bitter angry bitch (or my dad's favorite term for me- Jezebel) and I know it and I hate being this way but I'm just angry and I can't let anything go because it's all still going on. I try and tell my mother this but you cannot convince my parents that they have ever done anything wrong. They do not believe that they have, everything has an excuse, and they have an extremely selective memory.
I just truly feel pushed out and I don't think anything with us will ever be OK. I want to just quit school and move a couple states away and find happiness.
"These lumps- I know you wanna slump up on these lumps! But you can't cause you're a chump- a chuuuump."
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CAMS/STREAMRAY.. god damn you are frustrating.. fucking cheap god damn bitches.. what the fuck are the girls charging on there?? everything is just to fucking expensive for them.. shit balls!... sometimes I just don't want to fucking work on there at all anymore.. so sick of talking to one guy after the other who never fucking tip or go to pvt.. one fucking customer all fucking day.. who spent anything at all.... $27 fucking bucks on there.. god damn!
I'm tired of people saying things like "You could find another job if you just looked." and "There are other options for you" or my absolute favorite "Why don't you apply at WalMart".
I don't want another job. I like this one. It is frustrating at times but I am not ashamed of it and it is far better than keeping someone elses schedual and putting up with shitty bosses and shitty treatment for minimum wage. Stop giving me advice I don't want. I like my life the way it is. I like being a Cam Girl.





^^ ain't that the truth!.. 12 yrs I have been a full time camgirl and people are STILL telling me to get a REAL job .. on cam and off cam and I am doing better than they ARE!.. you can keep your shitty low paying job! ...haha





Go on mr cam guy tell me about how you are on a limited budget and how I need to do this for you:
"It is my guess that you get a lot of visits because you are very beautiful. I was thinking if you did 5 minute gold shows for $2 or $3 for 5 minute shows you might get a lot of guys to cough up some cash because a lot of us are on limited budgets."
Since when is cam a NEED!.. like Air , Water and Food
Guys have been jacking off long before fucking CAM
Why do you need anyone to help you? You don't, just get your own place and do your own thing. Don't let the fact that your folks may or not "favor" your sister influence your life. Sounds to me like they love you in the way that they can. I frankly would never ask anyone, let alone my parents for help. I go to school and work multiple jobs... I'm just saying live your life and stop thinking about other people around you and what they have that you don't. If it ain't family, someone else always has more... Let it go, and be proud of the things you've accomplished and WILL continue to do. It's just you in this world, the less you rely on other people (family included) the higher you can hold your head.





Not really a vent or rant but more of a question of the day! WHY are a lot of Macy's employees so unhappy and miserable?! Baby, you put your name on the application and chose to come to work! Remember that! Maybe some of you should consider becoming a hoe and make your own hours and write you own paychecks! Or go to beauty school and do hurr!
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My vent is.....well it's cold lol. I am freezing, my toes feel like they are going to break off any moment and no matter how many clothes I put on and turn up the heat it just doesn't get any better...ugh Winter...go away!
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